happy holiday

happy bday 

merry christmas

happy new year eve

happy new year

and lastly~~~

a happy school reopen,perhaps? =]

 in one shot this is all the wishes that everyone is saying in the past few weeks...in particular order,eeexactly ,haha

one year passed,another year has come...
so, do we become wiser? a better person? goal achieved? idk ,you shd know the answer better than anyone else,right?
as for me.in the past few weeks,i had think so thoroughly until i lose the ability to differentiate which is right and which is wrong..this is me,whenever i need to arrive a comprehensive decision, i would take a darn looong precious time to made a decision which is right ...no body will knows how torturing it is that all the things are playing around in my mind....they are so happy to sway around but not me wei =/
can i just be God and know what he had plan for everyone's life,future? haha,how good is that gonna be =D

i deeply felt for the regret which i never ever wish it gonna happens...i did regret what i have done,i really did!and even burst into tears,heart is being torn apart...haih,but i knew that ntg gonna fix it right unless time does travel back,haha
no matter how hard i told myself to be more optimistic,the feeling jz comes and goes as its wish
i dont think i can accept a failure and face it like ntg has happened...i did think for a quit, a giving up...but i knew that it is not possible as life still goes on right..
i have to be responsible for my own decision, to be strong, in order to all the challenges during the war of life...i want for a victory..can i? i will work hard for it then =]

all the best everyone and fightings!!

 uncle's bday

dad n mum

 bro n grandma

 bro n sis

 christmas n bday

 outing!

 ladies~

 one more shot pls

 bday girl

 hello there~

a new hairstyle for a brand new year ahead ^^

a Brand New Start

hello blog..it's been long since my last intrude over here =D
i would like to wish everyone happy first week of the year..time flies and time gone, just like how hard you wish to stop it from ticking ;)

the first week of semester3 had passed..as what i can say is all my lecturers are all different style from my previous one..hmmm,but still acceptable till now.haha
the paper we are taking are really pretty much tougher =S despite of that,thy still change the time bounded for exam from 3hours to 2 hours..wth..crazy betul..our poor hand..or we might as well train to be a speed writer.haha
im enjoying all the single moment with my buddy as we always prank each other.truly truly having fun..

CNY is coming in a fortnight..i guess it will be a dull year as grandma and uncle going to china,another uncle is not coming back..that why i told mum why not we also went for vacation too..then we can gasp out from working and study life =]..
nonetheless, SHOPPING!!! frankly,i haven't done with mine,what about you then?
buy buy buy and $$$ out out out XD

last but not the least, do enjoy your life with all your precious one =]

will be back

on the Edge of END

oh yeah...it is like finally finally I'm being here again..as we were all been hectic and busy preparing for mock exams,and now it were done...all we have to do now is get yourself fully prepared and equipped with the respective knowledge of the paper for the REAL FINAL EXAM=] I could now,imagine how nervous and shivering we gonna be prior entering exam hall.aha. WHY? because this is the damn professional course,if you don't pass,how then?

i have finished 30% of CAT meow meow paper yesterday..hmmm, i guess i could have do it better than this,don't you jesslyn?human just greedy,don"t they?=D

gonna start my last chapter of my second semester tomorrow, which is revision class..lalala...*haven"t touch the edc pack yet =/*

last friday,the moral exam is no doubt got our nerve on..can"t even conform us a right time..haih..but who cares? we went for singing session like we have passed T3 exam..haha

this is our precious moment =]

next here,is G7 first bday celebration

here are those photo taken on last week during the scholarship ceremony =]

one Month PASSED

PT2 has ended this week..well,im kinda satisfied with the result although i knew that there's still a gap for me to do much more better..as you know,human won't learn to be satisfied..do they? =]

there're a lot of hilarious, joyful and shit happened in this period i have disappeared from my blog..and the main point is, im indeed couldn't help myself to get rid of being a sakai who laugh like a mad nowadays..XDDD or sometimes i just have to admit that im a great joker with a high concentration of sense of humour?? ya,i guess so..it is no doubt a confuse for me as im not sure whether they are triggered by my joke or the unique way that my laughter sounds ;)..hahaha...

oh ya,the english presentation is already over and ended well...it is our first presentation in university,everyone seems to be so nervous and tensed up just like the ants on the hot pan..included me as well..btw moral presentation is just around the corner too, gosh..i have to go on stage and present my shaky voice once again :)

did i mention that VAMPIRE DIARIES SEASON3 released last week?? 8D..WOW WOW WOW... all the vampires,werewolf,witches and those loving scenes are gonna trigger again...im waiting eagerly for weekly release..really couldn't help to control myself though =)

~FAB~

yea,,,

I'M

seriously
frankly
really
undoubtfully
practically

DISLIKE
MACRO&MICRO ECONOMICS
(or whatever CRO it is)hehe

especially the U-turn graph,omg..totally drives me MCC

there's something , i should admit,i.e my college life doesn't seems to be dry and bored through out the day as my two lil friends =ais=suehoon= keep being sampat + pranking most of the time..always burst into laughter just like the KINGKONG in the bottom pic XDDD


JESS LEE is,indeed,enjoying her beautiful and contented life :|]

Here I Am AGAIN ~,~

hey chaaaa =]
this is kinda significant post ya..
1. it's my 200th post!!! haha,although i took a decade to achieve this,anyway,i made it rite
2.it's my first post in 2011!!! hehe..i know i know..i took nearly 4 months time to post the first
3. it's as well as my first post after SPM... i know i know SPM already pasted like damn long ago

practically i 've been lifeless + jobless + laughless for quite a looooong time man..getting lazier to use my brain as it is always resting since the end of my school life =/
bla bla bla
im not here to word how i went through these freaking bored life for couples of month k?

recently i was jz busy on visiting open day of the university college..
comparing the fee is our first intention.
follow by their standard,surrounding
see which offer the best scholarship as i could get =]
but,im nt really confident to get many As
as my bm..seriously,kinda annoying when i think of it..
ya,cz im weak on it.. :'(

no matter how,result will be releasing soon,less than 2 days =S
god...
and im looking forward our gathering ,indeed =D
jz dunno how many will successfully turn up

til here then :))

bLaH BlaH bLAh......

trial is officially overed =D
this indicates that SPM is approaching and even one step closer to us..gosh i do really wanna find out how would i gonna take it =X
cant get a beauty sleep over the past weeks,you know..alarmed myself to awake before the dawn break..it's jz my style and my way to study in order to get prepared..most of time, i think i already used to revise at the eleventh hour.haih,which is bad..what to do?
mum even said i keep embracing the books all the time*exam period nia lo*=]

i do figuring out bout which course i wanna to take recently=]..whicchhh is a tough choice..i guess as time pass,solution will come along to me too..haha..finished SPM dahulu lar.

did you notice that we only left about 2 months time to be in school wit all our babes,close friends and friends?!walau..frankly,im really really really tak sampai hati to leave those lame jokes,funny actions,weird attitudes and every single piece of stuff=[...hmmm,i might be grieving during the graduation.hahah..
recalling back the past,i think i achieve nothing in my secondary time..rite?i mean those accomplishment which i can proud of lar...so how? aku pun tak tau lo =D

oh ya,there's one more importing i would like to word it..guess what..i dreamed PN. NGAI!!
some how she came to my house and tolong jaga rumahku bcz i was going somewhere wit maye and kaili wor..wah..SIAO betul lo..i got no idea how this can happened...i dun even miss her or admire her either ..=X speechless betul..

im really fcuking sick to see those attitude and those blah blah blah
why cant you be more supportive instead of saying those shit
you wouldnt noe that those words are jz lik ice water pouring over my semangat
somewhow my semangat is tough enough to against those icy water.=]

why cant you guys jz fcuking stop the topic of me and malvindran?!
''jesslyn bersemangat belajar lepas dgn malvin..."
OMG..it really makes me pissed off hardly =X

so plz jz STOP..
i dun like it ok...

eXam feVer

sometimes,i jz dun understand why
during the middle of exam,i would have feeling how if i give up the paper and let it go
omg
probably due to those f'cking ques
cracked my head

however,
i continue and finished them though
=]

today, i had learned nt to keep words deep in my heart
it would merely brings you bewilder and harass if you never express
=D

i had the relieve which i wanted eagerly before i telling the truth
phew
thx for ur understanding,gal

perhaps,im always worry too much for the consequences=S

happy happy bday to my san san gal =]
kuai gao zhang da k?=P

received a surprise present frm wc..she said it's my bday present in advance wor
thx ya..love it =)

tee hee=]

well, Qing Ming Jie is coming soon..parents are busy shop for their preparation o.0 including my mum too aye.she even keep mumbling towards me as those stuff cost 100+ wor.haih.
sampat betul la..sometimes,i do feel we're jz like burning our own money,adui!

btw,i enjoy the moment we set down together and fold those 'money'=]
and i always like to compete wit bro.(im cekap k)

i love my tuition tutors,seriously ok?=D
mr thomas & mr alan are humorous enough to make me stay alert for the entire clas
mr thomas is jz like half clown half teacher.kk
and i would enjoy my every friday in F5 life.XD

however,there're 2 'o lang' i sibeh dulan and ticked off X/
one is the mata terbeliak spbt pengawas
another one is the fcking huge size pui poh in et
your job is to get the fees frm student but you're nt the one to get the income ok?
act lik you're the head,bullshiting ppl to waste for the H/C book.diu

mum keep mumbling bout the financial prob whenever we wanna pay the bloody fees=,=..til i feel heartache too:(...wat to do monthly income only 1k+,hard to survive wit sort of loans,daily expenses,bills,tuition fee,walau!! betul betul tak cukup la..that's why i got to be more thrifty frm nw onwards=/

im really hesitating bout my ambition dei..
somehow,i dare nt to insist my ambition is to be a chef/baker something..the reason is the audience definitely would tease my bodyshape..haha,rite?figuring to own a bakery shop/cafe in the future,boss myself,lol..
but im in love wit chemistry though,any job related?mum even suggest to be a dentist as dental surgery is costy nowadays:)$_$

concentrate on my study is the most important rite now..get mana As as i manage to.lol..if nt how to face my parents,rite?

omg
i love my school life rite now
wakakaka:D
every single one of the has funny bone le..
burst into laughter for every single minute can?
ais = san ku
jess = liu po

Add-MaTh

mr. LEE is still crowning the most hilarious teacher in school
rite? XD
you would never feel pressure to attend his class
as the laughter is always around
lololol
i think i even eagerly look for his class to come.kk

overall.im quite comfortable and satisfied wit my class although it used to be more chinese-atmosphere now:]everyday juz like in the pasar pagi=,=

it's hard to let go

it had been long since my last step over here.and there's a reason to tell you why:)
mere weeks ago,i was enthusiast for Boys Over Flowers ok?like wth i catching this drama.jz lik kinda drug for me.once i din consume one episode a day,i'll so so=/..haha anyway ,i watched the last episode today,finally:D..felt happy for the good happy ending bt felt down for the last episode ad,zzz..guess wat?season2 is coming soon man!!


i bet everyone is moaning over the school reopen rite?including me too..sob sob
one more week to go,why the time jz cant pass in a low speed?why it need to rush so fast?haih..
frankly,i did ntg in study=/eventhough ppl say form4 holiday considered as a holiday to do all the revision and so on for spm..bt...i did zero in these couple of monthsXD

sTarTing

learning to play warcraft a couple of days ago.haha..as you noe ,newbie is noob de la..so,it's definitely nt a strange to receive scold and vulgar words frm othersXDXD..felt so paiseh though..
jz oni noe to play tower defence:)dota?a big nono rite nw,hehe..ask bro to teach later on..btw,i played once and ppl ask me to leave=X...

specially dedicated for you

recently we were siao bout the 'ke ren lai' song:)
i think it was probably started by maye&chyi
and i created one too:D

asam lai,kan sayur;
sayur runaway;
yin wei asam tai yong sui;
asam pokai liao..

wakakak..
how is it?
creative rite?

fRee

exam jz overed..yeah yeah^^
well,as i said,last weekend i sick rite.and i had to do revision sumore,for sej on monday.so, the figure below show my study table situation..

gosh..i was being tortured lik hell
i need to sneeze once awhile
therefore,i straight away put a packet of tissue on the table
and i fold a paper container for me to???
throw used tissue la of cz.
smart rite?
haha

sChoOl

whoa!!im in 4 berlian.good or bad news perhaps.:(my buddies all separate wit me,im alone in there.hehe,bt still ok la,nt too bad cz all my classmates were same clas for some yr,got gan qing liao..now,moral and recess are the only moment for us to chit chat,so,APPRECIATE that moment la of cz..new faces to be seen this yr,hehe,bt nt is my clas..my clas was jz oni hav OLD FACE..lol.

science stream for me right now is really a blur..moreover,i dun even noe spm format is how.well,recently,i was busy finding tuition centre lo.dunno where to go,everyone said their tuition is good,best,etc etc etc.walau,hw i gonna make decision?the expen wan,i tak sampai hati wan go,cz use my parent hard earn money wat..think here think there,mind keep circulating..
wanna siao lo.bt lastly,i oso chose to go et and sinar intelek..

sometimes,i really wonder is it neccesary for us to tuition?or it's wasting our time and money.or they really like to study?who noe the ans..for me,i dunno why feel lik no confidence for tis yr.somehow bt dunno hw,hard to explain..if you can make it,actually tuition was jz a part-time clas,can even get good result without it..that's all my opinion la..