Returned

Hello there :)

Here I am again after 3 years of inactivity.

2016 is ending though.. It's been a very tough year for me, people comes people goes; farewell; new environment; new friends; memorable trips; at lastly, the most regrettable decision I've made.

Dream vs happiness

What you would have choose?

After all this, I just realize that I really not that capable enough , tough enough to climb up the career ladder.. i hate politics , conflicts.. I just wanna a peaceful yet simple life...
I am assure that I am seriously not suitable in here,, my heart stays strong on this point since the very first time I was undecided..

It is my life, my decision, it's me who need to drive it all out..
Idk seriously, do I need a break? I am just damn fed up with all this.. Can't I just be another ordinary girl, having carefree life with the people she loved?

Help.

once awhile

I feel really tired, sick of of these shit.. the very first mistake i made is to choose the xxxx. sometimes, i really dont get it that why should i've been worry on money matters more than you guys do.. i looked tough but seriously, it's not my heart and mind been reflecting. a tough girl would also wish to have a reliable shoulders to lay on when she is down and just wish to tear off the mask she has been putting on to others. the only place where she could be herself is non other than she is alone and with the ones who could trust on.
i wish there could be a spitting bin for me to express all my feelings i've been hiding.

i'll be waiting until that very someone appear.. or maybe it jz a tiny chance for me.
to conclude year2013? erm, one word, stress stress stress;worryworry worry;study; exam; live;laugh; share .. no vacation due to the shit.

would i realising the word i've promising on? God knows
but i will work seriously hard for that! keep fighting

in the middle of no where...

why would you wanna confuse me..
i really dont get a single point.
what does it mean actually?
it will remains as a mistery not until we discovered it

happy holiday

happy bday 

merry christmas

happy new year eve

happy new year

and lastly~~~

a happy school reopen,perhaps? =]

 in one shot this is all the wishes that everyone is saying in the past few weeks...in particular order,eeexactly ,haha

one year passed,another year has come...
so, do we become wiser? a better person? goal achieved? idk ,you shd know the answer better than anyone else,right?
as for me.in the past few weeks,i had think so thoroughly until i lose the ability to differentiate which is right and which is wrong..this is me,whenever i need to arrive a comprehensive decision, i would take a darn looong precious time to made a decision which is right ...no body will knows how torturing it is that all the things are playing around in my mind....they are so happy to sway around but not me wei =/
can i just be God and know what he had plan for everyone's life,future? haha,how good is that gonna be =D

i deeply felt for the regret which i never ever wish it gonna happens...i did regret what i have done,i really did!and even burst into tears,heart is being torn apart...haih,but i knew that ntg gonna fix it right unless time does travel back,haha
no matter how hard i told myself to be more optimistic,the feeling jz comes and goes as its wish
i dont think i can accept a failure and face it like ntg has happened...i did think for a quit, a giving up...but i knew that it is not possible as life still goes on right..
i have to be responsible for my own decision, to be strong, in order to all the challenges during the war of life...i want for a victory..can i? i will work hard for it then =]

all the best everyone and fightings!!

 uncle's bday

dad n mum

 bro n grandma

 bro n sis

 christmas n bday

 outing!

 ladies~

 one more shot pls

 bday girl

 hello there~

a new hairstyle for a brand new year ahead ^^

ambiguous

 really really exhausted..
feel like i had been torn to the last drop =X
 the first obstacle is already been so tough enough to kill us all, please tell us how to survive till the last..
sometimes i do wonder how those world prize,Malaysia prize  winner cope up with..
Genius ? rare genes? or just mere hard hard hard hard works will do all the parts,huh?
haih haih..got shock for both paper,indeed...

hoping this law paper wont gonna treat us like this one more time..

8aug is coming real soon,next wed?...
the biggest secret is yet and right there for us to be revealed
so,lastly??

all the best everyone, ex-cat but not re-cat ok?haha

just missing those moment..haha

1~3 cameron highland

another vacation again=]]] but time time,it's local, Cameron Highland
hmmm,i couldn't help to remember when was my last visit to there, aged 10 or 11?ooops,memory loss..
well,anyway a huge development has occurred compared with the past,from urban to city..aha..they are building terrace house,apartment and hotels.3days 2nights, worth it =DD

our first stop,always

 tea plantation

 hibiscus?not sure

 did you notice the sign? 

pokok halau nyamuk..haha

i wonder how does it work..

 sweet potatoes everywhere

no doubt on its sweetness

 same goes to corn,muackss

 here's the apartment dad booked,

woops, satisfied

 first dinner,steamboat!!

 frozen food ,corn ,vege , bihun, maggi

 let's have a cup of tea

 the tiny potatoes

 strawberry park

 nevertheless,cactus is everywhere too,with diff colour,shape,size

im still raw

 standing tall

 went to ipoh for food discovery

incidentally saw this famous shop,delicioussss

 the flower looks like lantern

 bee 

honey combs

solo

here's all my trip about

bye