I feel really tired, sick of of these shit.. the very first mistake i made is to choose the xxxx. sometimes, i really dont get it that why should i've been worry on money matters more than you guys do.. i looked tough but seriously, it's not my heart and mind been reflecting. a tough girl would also wish to have a reliable shoulders to lay on when she is down and just wish to tear off the mask she has been putting on to others. the only place where she could be herself is non other than she is alone and with the ones who could trust on.
i wish there could be a spitting bin for me to express all my feelings i've been hiding.
i'll be waiting until that very someone appear.. or maybe it jz a tiny chance for me.
to conclude year2013? erm, one word, stress stress stress;worryworry worry;study; exam; live;laugh; share .. no vacation due to the shit.
would i realising the word i've promising on? God knows
but i will work seriously hard for that! keep fighting
